I have never won any awards. I have never been published. I have never sold a print. I have no exposure with the exception of here, flickr and raster. I do art because I want to improve. I love it, I loathe the result. I want to be better. I want to inspire. I want to get every emotion, every raw feeling, every raw ideal, every part of my life digitally represented through my art.
And I don't care how far I need to go to get there, to accomplish that.
devian In a cyclone, graduated, packed up, moved 1800 miles away and just finally getting settled, with a wedding in 2 weeks and no computer the past 2 weeks. Which means no artwork or gaming.
Stressful times my friend.
How about yourself?
posted 2 days ago
keith Yeah, some stressful days here too... nothing quite on the scale you have right now but ah well. We strive on... are you back a little more now?
posted 2 days ago
devian Yeah, I'm settled now until the wedding. Going to try to push out some artwork.
meredith LOL. yay. So how is it? How have you been?
posted 18 Jul 2008
devian Busy as fuck trying to make this place feel home, but finally managed it after a week and got the computer set up. The mom is a bit weird lately. Think she's still fighting with the stages of grieving.
How about you?
posted 19 Jul 2008
meredith i'm good, barely hanging on. taking care of shit by the skin of my teeth. trying to maintain but its hard you know, could be all gone tomorrow. its good to see you getting settled in. i am sure you being there really helps your mom :]
posted 20 Jul 2008
devian Eh, I sense her still grieving, been a total... well... "crank" to be nice. Weird mood swings. Kind of in an odd place myself. I want to get a job, but I can't due to the wedding in 2 weeks, and still have yet to finish my portfolio and don't have the money to professionally print it all yet. That and everything just took a 360 in a matter of 2 weeks (graduate, move, etc etc)